So while I am hoping not to jinx anything, I have been doing awesomely well the last few days, coming to some long awaited realizations helps. I actually found the key I was looking for, and it has been so amazingly liberating. I may have a shot at this life thing yet! ;-) So what if things are the way they are? I have reclaimed my faith, my passion, and now I can redirect it all in positive and forward thinking directions. Back to work, back to enjoying life, back to being hungry again. Imagine that.
Optimism has reclaimed it's place in the world. Whoo! This is gonna be fun.